Mixed Feelings

Normally when the end of the school year is this close I can hardly contain my excitement, and the thought of Summer makes me feel all bubbly inside... I mean the reign of academic terror is about to draw to a close, right? Well this year I feel strangely different. First, I forgot what month is was today, and thought to myself "I guess we're almost halfway through this semester," before I realized that there are 3 short weeks of classes left. I'm not sure why it's different this time. Maybe the realization that this is my last Summer being in undergrad is scaring me... the life stage that once seemed like forever is now barreling down the tracks, and honestly... it's starting to scare me, and make me a little sad. Just when I got comfortable in college, when I learned how to manage everything successfully... it's starting to draw to a close. And I'm not sure I'm okay with it.